Whoa.

So, God is awesome. He's really been changing my heart the past few weeks, and I'm really not sure where to start talking about it.

I've been asking God to teach me how He is my Father. God has really opened my eyes up to what it means to be His son through this...and that has been ENORMOUSLY freeing! Wow. Even in just the past couple days, God has been freeing me and giving me boldness for Him. There's been a lot of changes in my thoughts and heart that only God could do.

God has really shown me how to love Him. I didn't know how to love God for a long time...Him being Someone that I can't actually see. He's really been working in my heart to teach me how, and it's been pretty sweet! One thought I've had for a while now is that God has finally helped me to understand a lot of worship songs that I hear bands play, haha.

Some people got healed at the prayer room the other night. Awesome. I haven't actually been around someone getting healed before, and after God healed a couple people while we were praying for them, it seemed strangely...normal, and totally right.

It's been so good to see God really moving in Lansing, setting fires in people's hearts. I will be sad to leave when I go to Colorado, but I trust Jesus when He said, "My Father is always working, and so am I." God is doing crazy awesome things everywhere, we just don't always see them.

Peace.

Possibilities...

So, here I am, filling out an application for a camp in Colorado. Whoa. I discovered a great-looking camp near Colorado Springs, and if they like my application, I may be moving there as soon as the end of this coming May. That's only three months away!!! This is bizarre.

This evening I calculated out roughly how much I SHOULD and CAN have saved by May. I can have upwards of $1400 in savings by May 11 if I am very, very wise with my money. That will easily get me to Colorado...or at least it should, haha. Defnitely more money than I thought I could have before I did the math.

Now, I was originally planning on moving in August. Getting a job at this camp would mean bumping that up by three months...and halving the time I have left in Michigan. This means I really need to spend quality time with my family and start preparing myself to move far away.

Lots of thoughts. I just can't wait to get out there.

Peace.